Too much to do, too little time...

Yesterday was rough. Just couldn't get moving, mentally and emotionally. Sometimes you reach those points where you feel overwhelmed by all the things you're NOT doing.

Couldn't really connect to anyone to talk about it - it turned into an argument about why I'm not really being negative. There is quite a lot that gives me happiness, and I've figured out how to make all those things that make me happy also ones that don't cost anything (or cost very little).

The pressure of knowing that I'll be spending tens of thousands of dollars in a pointless legal battle is killing me. Is this really civilized?

What's killing me are all the things I need to be doing but can't make time for, and the little bits and pieces of leisure time I get wedged in between all the other demands just don't really make up for it.

This is just a random pain noise and it will fade into the past as I move on...